I’m really tired but I don’t want to go to bed yet because that basically equates to immediately going to school tomorrow
This morning: Oh god I can tell I didn't get enough sleep, today's going to be awful
First period: 9 hours to go before I can nap
Third period: It's physically painful to keep my eyes open
Lunch: I could fall asleep right here at the table but I'd wakeup even more tired
Sixth period: I'm going to have so much homework tonight I can't accomplish anything
Self-Discovery: What did he say...? I keep drifting off this I useless
Home: FUCKING FINALLY
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Tonight: Pfft what's another half hour going to matter I made it through today just fine
It’s kind of astounding how many people don’t bother to check Andrew’s twitter page ever?
“Oh look on my dash there’s a screencap of Hussie making an uncharacteristic comment whelp I guess he’s a scumbag hey everybody look at this”
love love love autumn
THIS SONG
Ever since I got a job wherein I’m paid largely through tips, this has been something weighing on my mind.
I should find a new avatar. I have no idea where that picture of headless-dave-doll went though.
Hm
This is basically the theme song of my life
Huh, I didn’t even know you could do such a thing
good to know
And decided that I’d like to see an airbender wielding an umbrella and a firebender using a kusarigama.
Earth and waterbending are trickier since they manipulate their surroundings instead of “shoot wind/fire out from your limbs.” For waterbending I think it might be interesting to mix it up and go with something bladed like a katana or a battle axe.
Earthbending presents an interesting situation in that the weapons could conceivably made of a bendable material, so if we’re skipping over the obvious warhammer option, I think throwing knives made out of crystal or sharpened stone would be cool.
It’s 6am mayb I ought to just stay up and go to bed tonight
Since I feel like I’m such a mess, it’s been a big goal of mine in the last year or so to try and surround myself with good role models and people who I could look up to so that maybe I could learn a thing or two from them and grow as a person
At the same time though I have strong desire to seek the approval of others, which boils down to what I think other people think of me (perception-ception), which is a big enough problem without having to worry about how my subconscious is intermingling these two goals and how much the former may or may not just be an abominable extension of the latter
Anyways I’ve managed to reach out to a few people (some on completely friendly terms, even! With no ulterior motives!), but I still only have one person whom I can aspire to be like that I’m on friendly terms with.
I’m typing this up because I can’t sleep. General insomnia this time, though, at least, and not because of terribly warm weather.
Society in general is just terrible at times, and I feel like there’s not really anything I, personally, can do to change it.
Me lying in bed waiting to fall asleep: Goodness me there are so many things I need to get done I have laundry to do and I'm supposed to be doing my Spanish work and I really ought to work on my programming if that's what I plan on spending the rest of my life doing and I really need to research more colleges because I have to apply this fall and then I need to schedule visit and god that's going to be a nightmare because I'm getting more hours and man my boss is a jerk paying me so little augh it's so hot I almost wish it weren't summer, but then school will have started and senior year and starting a book club and oh my god I'm being so terrible about my library volunteer work but my job makes scheduling so hard to remember I can't even my life just augh why
Me waking up in the morning: I can't wait to be a piece of shit all day and not accomplish anything
As annoying as rage comics can be at times, I really appreciate how they’ve created a medium through which non-artists can easily convey stories in a comic format.
I understand how people might get annoyed with that notion, telling others to actually apply themselves and become artists etc etc, but honestly I don’t always have the time to spend years honing my drawing skills when all I want to do is tell a funny story about something that happened to me earlier today.
